User blog:Katrina Cahill/Fluffybear, temporary retirement

Okay, very few knows Fluffybear, right? How she entered in Spetember, left by December or January (It's a very touching matter for me though)

In our school, if we do not promote to a new level or have failing marks, we cannot go to the next one. In the previous year, her mother made her decide whether it's Facebook or PJOFF. Sadly, she chose Facebook.

It was very okay with me, but I grew sad, Josh, Storm and Ani and Simon grew close to her, as well as Archie have, and so have I.

We aren't much of friends now. She hangs out with the cool crowd now, I'd guess you would say that. I was okay with her not talking to me. I was the weirdo and no one talks to weirdos until other weirdos go on or if they need help or if it was the weirdo who approached them.

Honestly, only two of her friends are still okay friends with me, and I admit I feel close to them.

What makes me sad was that she forgot Josh, Simon's, and Lucy (Storm's) b-day. TO me, if you treasure that person, you remember their birthday, the very day that brought them into existence.

I am sorry for those dear friends of mine that I have forgotten their b-days, I'm emotionally hysterical.

She talks like they are her good close updated friends when in fact I constantly remind her to be online, to take a damn risk just to say HAPPY B-DAY! to them on their b-days on chat.

But she doesn't put effort, which makes me feel betrayed. Seriously, she gossips and gossips, on our flag ceremony and one reported she didn't sing (which in fact she didn't) and her friend (who was on her left) did not testify to say she DID see her sing, I stood up and did say (it was part of our History class to report and act like the court if someone sang the Philippine Anthem) she did when I didn't hear a single word from her mouth.

It was probably because she made my online friends so happy and its like I owe her a debt.

Its probably because when I find safe haven, I rarely let people in, she brought 3 people, 2 of whom only goes there for popularity. One was banned for her mother saw a user (*cough*Josh-Son of Hyperion*cough*) swear like a hillbilly. Those three and her are my classmates. One I can easily put up with because she is likeable, the one who got banned.

And now very few go online, it's like a dead town here!

I and the others miss the real Fluffy, really. THe loud, obnoxious, annoying Fluffy we cared about.

HOW ABOUT YOU, WAS THERE SOMEONE YOU FEEL BETRAYED YOU?!?! If so, don't judge me, I am a very insecure person.