User blog:Thinkaboutthisname/Guess who has a crush?

Me! I have a crush on this kid in my class. I haven't written a blog post in a while so yeah. I really like him... Like, a lot. But... This is the same thing I go through with all crushes. I think i's true love, but then realize that he hates me. But he's actually my friend! I want to ask him out but I'm too chicken. I go to high school next year and I'll loose track of him. It's a good thing though, at the end of the year, he'll see me in a dress. His name is Jake. He's a ginger-kid. But he is soooo cute. I sound like a preppy girl lol. I don't want him to be in a relationship for a while.

There's this one girl in my class he dated for a while and I am so jealous of her. This one girl, Hanna liked him last year but I'm not sure about this year. She's way prettier than me and if she asks him out he'll probably say yes. Q_Q I am so sad. I thought my heart learned it's lesson. I feel so amazing and happy when the crush first starts out. But later I'm just in tears. I will never say I'm in love with him. At least... Out loud.